I'm Still Sleeping Well...

And reasonably untroubled. Debating whether to have a run out somewhere in the afternoon but running out of places to go and reasons to, after all there's only a handful of places. All places with shops and I "Don't need anything!" I think I've said it before but subconsciously perhaps all the things I associate to be bad(losing of Mum/Dad)my taking ill years ago, my birthday and birthdays of Mum/Dad are there in the back of mind between January and May and when those months pass by I improve like hopefully the weather and the fact that June 1st is officially Summer.

However, whether my Housing Association likes it or not(and I see it no different to living in a bedsit)or on one level in a bungalow because I would be there watching over them and only doing simple snacks/meals(and because there are smoke/carbon monoxide alarms wired into the system I am still thinking of buying a basic grill/oven and a microwave so I can do some meals upstairs. Perhaps have a very small fridge too. I could do all that for little more or close to £100.

That's for the near future.

I missed it last year but allowing for Sunday service on the buses, weather being chilly/rainy I have discovered that they are staging the free concert of "Last Night At The Proms" in Darlington Park on June 28th between 6pm-9pm so that night I may miss my night at the bingo in my own town but I'll decide on the day this also assumes that I am physically OK too. Its a fair walk from the town centre to the park. To be honest there is only one bus that runs hourly and I will have to hang around for around 75 mins after the event to catch it.

Then again being a slow walker it allows me plenty of time to get to the bus stop. It wouldn't be so bad if they would allow two an hour and one took a different route. Some people don't have any buses after 6pm so for now we're fortunate I guess but for how long?

A taxi would add around £15 to the night which is a fairly large amount to find for a journey that is approx 7 miles. The only thing is that I can spend that at the bingo on a Sunday which is my most expensive night of entertainment weekly so it just means redirecting money from one event to another. I could put a few pounds aside between now and then in case I change my mind.

Perhaps they believe they'll get more people to the event having it on a Sunday but I think it worked better during the week or on a Saturday or perhaps a Sunday afternoon.

I've had coffee and some marmalade and buttered toast. Taken my meds so its going OK. I know I'm doing well when I can think about food and even feel as though I can go back to bed for a rest and not start thinking deeply of things. Not that I am thinking of going back to bed.