Today Is The First Birthday...

of Mum's that I have been without her.

It has gone better than feared but then again, I have done very little...

It started after a night at...yes another musical concert and by the time I reached home on the last bus I decided to pop into the supermarket.

Midnight came and Mum's birthday came and I started it as we always did and I will do the same as Midnight approaches tonight by singing Happy Birthday to her as I always did and will until the day I die.

I spent the early hours messing around on the pc trying to tidy up files and add more music to my mp3 collection. Next thing I knew it was 5am. I went to bed and have slept most of the day away. If that is my way of coping so be it. It wasn't planned I just did. It went better than I thought it may. There was another dreaded letter on the mat but if there are no errors and I have read it correctly some more of my worries have been lifted so perhaps someone is watching over me.

I miss her and always will and the unconditional love that I was given.

God bless you Mum.