This Is It I Guess...

As it is for many others every day around the world...

My stomach is in knotts.

We leave at 10.45am and are seen at 11.20am

We are expecting bad news but praying for a miracle. There was a lot of heart to heart talking through the night and Mum was saying what she wants for her funeral...

And most of this was coming from Mum herself...I was was not having to ask those questions you'd rather not.

A day we are not looking forward to...it would be nice not to go but that wouldn't change anything and not alter what we are going to hear...